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An Anchor's Ship
04:20
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something is changing inside this self-obtained heart of gold. starting to doubt and repent, so wipe the tears and regret. something has taken me. slowly, it's changing me, all that i've ever known is waiting for me. so give me the answers. so give me what i need so i will never feel low again. so give it to me. if i won't dare think twice to sell myself short...my only goal is to put myself first. so give it to me now, something that i've never felt or seen. before it's over before it started. over and over, i never amounted to anything, sorting reasons to remind myself of better days. forcing me to perform under pressure. giving everything that has ever fallen on to me because i'm willing to reap what i sow for the better. nothing is ever what it seems. i feel it change me, it gives me what i need so i will never be the same again.
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My Health
04:03
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I’ve dug a hell of a grave
one to fit all this disease
I see the tears in my mother’s eyes
I’d given up on myself, and put my faith into you
in hopes that very decision would bring me somewhere new
I’ve been killing myself for your entertainment
I’ve been killing myself to bring me back to life
I’ve been running in the dark covering my eyes
killing myself for your entertainment
I’m afraid
I’m afraid of what I’ve become
Sinking into a lucid coma
I’ve dug a hell of a grave
one to fit all this disease
I see the tears in my mother’s eyes
I’d given up on myself, and put my faith into you
in hopes that very decision would bring me somewhere new
I look into my future
What I’ve become just might kill me
I’m scared it might kill me
I’m afraid
I’m afraid of what I’ve become
I’m losing my sense of self
I’m losing my sense of self
Killing myself for all of you to see
killing myself for your entertainment
killing myself for your entertainment
nothing ever mattered if I died because I’ve
created a reality where everyone’s a part of me
but only if you believe, well otherwise, you’ll have to see…
I’m afraid
I’m afraid of what I’ve become
Sinking into a lucid coma
I don’t care
I don’t care if it kills me
This is something so much bigger than just me
I’ve created a world where everyone’s a part of me
Control was never lost, I spent too much time searching for my home
When there’s a perfectly good one in front of me that I’ve created
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Carry Me Through
03:42
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I have placed all of my faith into the hands of someone else (someone else)
I don’t want to bleed this dry
place the guilt over my head
There’s a part of me that has died
that you are still keeping under your covers
You saw me lifeless there was nothing that could be done
With nowhere to go, carry me through to the other side
Carry me to the other side
I have lost my way
With broken wings, I fall to the surface
Only so I’ll fall down that hole again
I don’t know if I deserve this
Now you know that I am hollow inside
Now you know I’ve been stuck here in my lowest of lows
Now I’m contemplating things that I would never have known
Bring me to the other side
I hold my hand out to you in desperation
I found closure in the separation
I have found all of this distance could bring us closer together
You could say that I’m going through my darkest of days, I know
Carry me to the other side
I have lost my way
With broken wings, I fall to the surface
Only so I’ll fall down that hole again
I don’t know if I deserve this
Now you know that I am hollow inside
I never knew what this distance could bring
Carry me through to the other side of the world
The World
Carry me through to the other side, other side
I don’t really want to wait for the tides to turn
Show me a place where I can rest my head
Carry me through, Carry me through
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Shark Song
03:37
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Open my eyes, this world is weighing itself down day by day
Will we ever see the sun. Show me a world with the greatest intentions
Because all I see here is a broken time with pointless inventions
I know, it takes time to build yourself
and the roads you take and the mistakes you make all build a better you
Something's telling me to stay
I wouldn't have it any other way
You might see me again some day
I'll be different then
I will learn on my own
I will be better off
I will be better
These eyes have seen better days
But they'll see worse
and I will be prepared
I've been running in circles and it's destroying me
Prepare yourself for when demons come and play
Out come the wolves and here come the sharks
Stand your ground
This is a test, this is the first obstacle
I will learn on my own
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Composure
03:25
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Friendly faces in familiar places share the warmest embraces
Head it’s all sung in phrases
I’ve (been) handed a shoulder to wear a smile on my heart (smile on my heart)
Frozen in time, we no longer share the same air
We tread the same terrain with easy hearts
Never to meet in the middle
There’s no safety at all
I’ve been living…
I’ve been living A hollow shell
Connected to what surrounds this feeling
I’ve come as far as I can go
Unable to see the light
I am trying not to let you in
How do I take it seriously?
What the world wouldn’t do for me
Let go of the darkness
That is what they all will say
But how do you fix what’s never complete?
Because I’ve been thinking of all my mistakes
As if it will do anything at all
I’ve (been) handed a shoulder to wear a smile on my heart (smile on my heart)
Frozen in time, we no longer share the same air
We tread the same terrain with easy hearts
Never to meet in the middle
There’s no safety at all
Friendly faces in familiar places share the warmest embraces
Head it’s all sung in phrases
I’ve been living A hollow shell
Connected to what surrounds this feeling
I’ve come as far as I can go
Unable to see the light
I am trying not to let you in
How do I take it seriously?
What the world wouldn’t do for me (the day you left, was the day I lost everything)
Let go of the darkness
That is what they all will say
But how do you fix what’s never complete? (listen to me)
Because I’ve been thinking of all my mistakes
Friendly Faces
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A Devil, A Friend
04:27
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A Devil, A Friend
Every time I see your face, I want to fucking watch you suffer
I will bleed you fucking dry for you’ve done to her
Hate doesn’t do justice to what I feel for you
Mark my fucking words, I’ll do what ever I can do to ruin you
Every night i’m facing the same guilt and anger within
keeping you close enough to reap my opportunities
you will hold out your hand for mercy just watch and see
I’ve stolen your hollow crown and what you left behind for me
The way you look at me, What evil changes, just a “price to pay”
I am at a loss for words for what I could possibly say
the worst parts of you, the best parts of me
I’ll erase you
publicly deface you, what a fucking disgrace you are
You lied right to my fucking face
you are the worst piece of shit that I ever have graced
I’ll make damn well sure that you burn in hell
if they don’t choke you to death, I’ll fucking do it myself
She’s been to hell and back, fighting away the hands of death because of you
before you hesitate, no one has deceived you
you can try and prepare yourself, no one will believe you
I will be waiting for your darkest hour
I recognise a snake when I see one
I’m not blind to what you’ve done
because I don’t trust a word you say
You’ll always be waiting for their weakest moment
I just can’t wait
I just can’t wait for your darkest of hours
it’s true, I’ll your “higher” words way down to the ground
I could watch you die
I broke his jaw
that crooked smile
I’ll make you suffer for the girl you’ve defiled
your dirty tongue, your dirty fucking tongue
I will rip it from your face
Every time I see your face, I want to fucking watch you suffer
I will bleed you fucking dry for you’ve done to her
Hate doesn’t do justice to what I feel for you
Mark my fucking words, I’ll do what ever I can do to ruin you
Every night i’m facing the same guilt and anger within
keeping you close enough to reap my opportunities
you will hold out your hand for mercy just watch and see
I’ve stolen your hollow crown and what you left behind for me
I recognise a snake when I see one
I’m not blind to what you’ve done
because I don’t trust a word you say
You’ll always be waiting for their weakest moment
I could watch you die (I wish you would)
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One Foot In The Grey
04:20
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Please save me, I'm half living
Teach me the ways of the world
Losing sight of what's important, I turn the other cheek
When faced with my prize possession
I freak out, cut and run, never amount to anyone
Why I feel the need to make everything complicated
Crossing rivers and oceans, the best sight of the world in your eyes
When my days are numbered, I give myself a second chance
Take a step back to give you the world
that promise I can keep
I never knew what I had 'till it's gone, I've taken you for granted
You'll never know what you had 'till it's gone
Never again
This heart is beating, one foot in the grey
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Facing fears is never a walk in the part
when your one and only light forces you blind in the dark
Hatred can control your life and the ones around you
but even the devil himself can be overthrown
Fathoms of hate is all I feel
Refusing to believe that all of this is real
Suffocate me if you think that you can
How can you make a god from only a man?
Wash away the blood, sweat and tears
How can hope be found without all your fears
It’s about time I deserve a heaven when Hell is all I see
Wash it away, wash it away
I feel so out of place
When the fog clears and parts, I only see the dark
Years and Years of waiting and this is the thanks I get
I’m sick of falling for the devil, I curse the day we met
Five years and barely standing strong
Was I right to keep trying or was I in the wrong?
Life amongst the trees has made me blind to beautiful things
Five years and barely standing strong
Was I right to keep trying or was I in the wrong?
Life amongst the trees has made me blind to beautiful things
I feel so possessed
The question is Will I make it out alive?
Make it out alive
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To Whom It May Concern
Your mindset I need to convert
The joy you find in bleeding others dry is pointless
This hollow man didn’t use to be lifeless
I’ll ask once and demand an answer
The false hope flowing through his veins brings a vicious cancer
He’s talking of suicide and he can’t go back
I’m begging you, I just want my brother back
Give him back to me
You don’t even need the tools you use
But I will not step down
I refuse
The Man stood before me used to be so content
So full of life, now so lifeless
Make a decision that’s set in stone
these mixed signals won’t bring him home
release him into the world
false expectations of a life made of gold
I’m staring into the eyes of the deadpan
You’ve ruined him, now he is a walking dead man
Now you’ve ruined him, now he is a walking dead man
To Whom It May Concern
Your mindset I need to convert
The joy you find in bleeding others dry is pointless
This hollow man didn’t use to be lifeless
I’ll ask once and demand an answer
The false hope flowing through his veins brings a vicious cancer
He’s talking of suicide and he can’t go back
I’m begging you, I just want my brother back
Make a decision that’s set in stone
these mixed signals won’t bring him home
release him into the world
false expectations of a life made of gold
Make a decision that’s set in stone
these mixed signals won’t bring him home
release him into the world
Release him into the world
Make a decision that’s set in stone
these mixed signals won’t bring him home
Look around you, we are all here
At some point, life should be more clear
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So lost with no sense of direction
I only walk deeper into the dark
The river guides me as I pace by myself at night
Well, seeing as you know me so well
You could be the one to offer your help
You'll watch me descend into the further
My last vision will be you watching me suffer
My head is a wasteland, no clarity
Make me blind so I can't see all the horrible things that life can be
Take my hand and you will see the loneliest soul that walks these streets
as you watch me descend
as you watch me descend
I don't blame you for leaving me behind
to my own devices
I have become an entity
that is out of hand
pure evil in a nutshell
(we all float down here)
pure evil in human form
(we all float down here)
I can only hate you
the love i feel has mutated
something is wrong with me
end this pain
I don't blame you for leaving me behind
to my own devices
I have become an entity
that is out of hand
pure evil in a nutshell
(we all float down here)
pure evil in human form
(we all float down here)
I don't blame you for leaving me
I don't blame you for leaving me behind
I can only hate you
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I'm so afraid
I'm so scared
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